Long Time No Talk. Update.

Hey,
So, I have decided that I am really going try blogging more. I know I say this a lot but I just feel like I have more to say now. Weird right? Well anyway, since I have not really told you guys what's happening with me lately, other than Selano passing out, I thought I would take today and just tell you guys what is going on with me. First, I started 2nd semester on Monday which is actually pretty fun. At first I was kind of scared because in three of my classes I didn't think I known anyone but once I went to my classes I found people and although I don't have as many friends I would like it is still going okay. My classes this semester are gym, grade 11 pre-cal, geo, digital pictures, and pgl English. So far I like most of my classes, the only one I don't like I actually hate and that is geo. The teacher I was supposed to ave left so know my teacher is the art teacher. The first thing she said to us was that she didn't have any experience with geography. But whatever I'm sure I will get use it it.....maybe...... My math class was the class I was least excited about started because it is a grade 11 course and i am in grade 10 but I actually really like it and my teacher is actually really nice. I've also had more practices for the school play that I am in. I really love being in the play because it is something that I am some what good at. Since the play has very few words and is all choreography the director made me and two other girls "dance captains" to help some of the people who needed more time to learn it because she can't do everything. So this week on Tuesday  I was helping people from one of the scenes and she said that I was doing a great job. I've also been trying to stretch a lot more because I am SO close to being able to do the splits. My goal is to be able to do them by March. I've been trying really hard in dance lately as well. My goal for next year is to be invited to invitational classes. Also next Saturday my friends and I are going to go to the mall and go to Build -a- Bear. I am so freaking excited. You have no idea.I have never been there before so yeah. We were going to go today but we decided not to because my friend Madi would not have been able to come because her Grandma passed away earlier this week. I feel so bad for her. I loved her Grandma she was one of the nicest people I've ever met and Madi was really close to her. In other news apparently  Selano likes someone from his other dance class but he won't tell me her name. Haha. It was kind of frustrating when he told me that though because first was saying that he didn't like anyone and then he said that. (We started talking about this because he said on Valentines Day he was going to give a rose to a random girl and I was like you should give to the girl you like and yeah it went on from there). After he told me I was kind of disappointed but not because he didn't like me but because I felt like he was acting like he was. Like on Monday we hugged like 15 times in one hour, on Wednesday he got my to play chess with him, on Thursday we hung out all rehearsal and was making me laugh like crazy (I couldn't even look at him for part of it) and like at lunch and stuff when he sees me we would actually talk. Like a lot. (On Friday my friend yelled at me because we were late for YIP because he was talking to me. But whatever, I  honestly don't think anything is going to change though because we were friends before I liked him and I have been trying to get over him lately anyway and I think that this will help. I just don't want to like anyone right now. I want to focus on other things. Like writing on here and school. Some posts that I am going to be writing other than ones about what is happening in my life are about how I plan on following my dream, possibly book reviews, and other stuff that doesn't talk about me. Now I am going talk to you guys about something more ..deep? I don't know if that is the right word but yeah.
So if you read my friends blogs (Mostly S and Taylor) you know that they have been posting really deep post lately and they have really made me think about my life and my morals (okay well the morals thing is also partly because of English but whatever.) One thing they were saying was everything happens for a reason. Once Taylor posted that I thought back and realized that she's right. Even though when something happens it may feel awful at that point it time later on you will see that if that had not happened you wouldn't be who you are today. For example, at the end of grade six when we all found out what class we were going to be in for grade 7I was really upset because my three best friends were all in the class that I wasn't in. Now that I look back at that I am glad because no being in the class let me make other friends that I wouldn't have become friends with other wise. Something else that S posted really got me thinking. She made a whole post talking about choices and that post really made me think about the choices I've made in life and it made me see that I have made the best choices with my life. I mean its not like I've made horrible choices like doing drugs or anything but when I look back to grades 5, 7, 8, 9 and part of 10 there are a lot of things I regret. I know people say to live with no regrets but right now I just feel like I could be a lot happier if I had no done some of the things that I did. That being said, everything happens for a reason one of the biggest things I regret is pretty much all of grade 5 but if what did happen did not happen than in grade seven I might not have met the people who are now my best friends.I guess I just have to stop living in the past. Over the past week that has been my biggest realization. I have to stop looking back to the past and I have to start looking at the present. It seems like I'm always think about the past of the future never the present. So, that is my new goal. Live life to it's fullest because you never know when it will be over. You can't control you future and you can't change the past. All you can do  is try to be as happy as you can and live your life as if it is your last day on earth.
Well I think I am just rambling now so I'm going go. I promise I'll write more.
Night Guys
P.S. RIP Grandma Cassel