Taking a break.

Hey guys,
I just wanted to make a quick post to say that I will not be blogging on here any longer. I am very sorry to have offended anyone with my last post. That was not my intention. Through that post I was just trying to say that I am growing closer to other people. Even though I am becoming better friends with other people it does not mean that I don't like my other friends or that I don't want to hang out with or anything like that. Also, when I was talking about how I sometimes get bored when I hang out with some of my other friends I am sorry but it is true. Again, its not like I don't like them I just feel like with a lot of them they don't trust me and therefore I find whenever we go to "hangout" I have nothing to talk to them about because I find most (not all) don't tell me anything anymore. I realize that they same could be said about me and I apologize for that as well. Again, I am really sorry to have offended anyone. I never want to hurt anyone. Anyway, that is not the only reason for me stopping my blog but it is one of the main reasons. I may come back again one day but I wouldn't hold your breath if i were you.

Bye guys. 

New Friends :)

I'm making new friends you guys :). Well kind of anyway. So yeah lately I have been hanging out with different people. It's not that I don't like me other friends I do they are amazing. I just am becoming closer friends with other people because it seems like we have more to talk about, like more in common and stuff. Like my other friends still talk and stuff and I still love them but like at lunch I am usually with my friends D, V, and J. Also, I am starting to like someone else. I still like Selano  but I am starting to really like this other guy but I am not going to say who on here just in case. I don't want to jinx anything. But yeah, things are going well for me. The play is coming up soon which is exciting and after that I have like 2 1/2 months until dance is over which is really sad but it also means summer is coming really soon.Well actually summer is pretty much here. It was really warm today and on Sunday and Monday it is going to be like 25 degrees! Today was such a good day. At like 3 me and my friend R went to the park and then to my house then the book store then the pet store then we went around fundraising for her mission trip over spring break. It was honestly just so much fun like you have no idea. Usually when I am hanging out with my other friends we get bored of each other and we run out of things to talk to each other about because we know everything that the other person is willing to share but with R we never got bored and we might go back out tomorrow and Sunday. Other than that I am getting new glasses this weekend and more contacts :).  I have also gotten really into singing, music, and choreography. I have always loved them but lately I have just had all these ideas for dances in my head and when I hear the perfect song ahhhhh! I go insane! You should see me in my basement it is crazy :p . I also have been really into singing in general. I have thought about putting a video up on youtube or something but I am to scared to. I have always been into music though but lately I have just been finding a ton of songs that I can relate to so yeah whenever someone is in my room there is some song on.
That's it for right now, spring break is soon so I'll try to post more then but yeah.
Good night!

For Taylor :P

So I decided to write this post because of my wonderful friend Taylor. She recently commented on my last post telling me to her her everything between my and Selano and since I have no where to go tonight I thought why not. I guess I will start from the beginning.  We first met almost three years ago in my 3rd year of hip-hop. At first I never really talked to him because well, I would always talk to my other friends. But then when we were learning out recital dance that year we were put in the same group and so we started talking and we became really good friends. I'm not going to lie. I did like him for a bit that year. I remember seeing him at school some days because his school came to me school for foods class. However, I very quickly got over that and then it was summer. The next year for the first half of the year we were in different classes (he was moved up 1 level, I was moved up 2)  but in December we was moved up to my class. I really don't remember much more than that though. Other than during dress rehearsal for recital. On that day I was there for like 3 hours because both of my classes were rehearsing that day and they were running way behind so since I had not eaten all evening he bought me two chocolate bars. haha I only ate one that day the other I ate before recital that Sunday. Then it was summer once again and I did not see him for two months. Then came this year. He started going to my school this year but since we are in different grades we didn't see each other very much other than on the bus. However, we quickly learned we were in the same hip-hop class and then in October we both joined our school play. Our friendship has grown so much this year. At the beginning of the year he would never were his hat to class, he would always come late, and he would always go last across the floor for warm up. After I asked him to wear his hat to class once he always wears it. After I told him to come to class earlier once he has never been late and ever since my friends and I asked him to do warm up with us he is always at the front. I guess it is hard to explain why you feel a certain way about a person. There are many people who don't think I should like him simply because we are in different grades however, I think that at a certain point age because irreverent. Anyway back to the history lesson. So our friendship continued to grow and although it may sound cheesy I don't think I have ever liked someone more. Whenever I am around him I don't feel like I have to be a certain person or look a certain way. For the first time, I feel like I can be myself.We now talk almost everyday (every week day anyway) and I actually think we enjoys talking to me. Yesterday after we got off the bus (we were really late because there were 2 trains and the roads were a mess) it was snowing and was really cold. His mom was waiting across the street in their car for him so I said that I was going go. But, he told me not to. I told him that his mom was waiting and his response was "so?" So, I stayed for a bit but not to long because I was really cold. One thing that I do find kind of strange is that he didn't tell me what happened on Friday. (If this was a television show this is were there would be a flashback) So at lunch I was hanging out with my friend K before he class when I saw D ( the girl in grade 12 who likes him) and some of my other friends. D looked kind of upset and was saying "oh, I shouldn't have said anything". When I asked her what she was talking about she told me that she told Selano that she liked him and he said he didn't want a relationship right now. I just find it strange that when I asked him how his day was on the bus (I wanted to see if he would tell me or not) he said that it was the "same old same old" and later when e asked if he could text D on my phone and I asked why he said "Just wanted to say Hey yo, Whats up". I guess I just don't get why he wouldn't tell me. We usually tell each other everything. I guess we will see how it goes on Monday during rehearsal. The funny thing is, is that I was actually going to tell him yesterday on the bus ride home that I liked him. M told me not to though because that would really freak him out. So , for now, its back to admiring from a far. I hoped you enjoyed my explanation of everything between us Taylor, I will try my best to keep you updated. It was because of your blog that was going to tell him that I did. Maybe one day I will, but for now I think its best if I let him deal with D.
Have a very good amount of time between now and when I post again.
<3 love you !